Tuesday, October 04, 2005
~melancholy~

2dae me was affected by moi maths results~before getting back results i still do hope 4 a pass yet end up i got AO~wads happening siaz~i haf nv gotten so low in major exams n e most confident subject is Maths.and now~~....guess luck aint on moi side~when i got moi paper 1, i lierally broke down~tt's how sad i m ~...2 me, maths is very important 2 me~i LOVE maths n LOVE means realli LOVE!!looking at such a grade i think i shld reflect on moiself liaoz!
guess i m supposed 2 faced up 2 reality n do e necessary work~time is reallli limited~i wanna do well n not 2 let moi mum 2 nag at me~
i haf no idea how 2 face moi mum~she haf faith in moi maths n now wad haf i given her~i know she's totally disappointed in me although she doesnt noe ani of moi results yet~she will always sae e old same thing which is i made e wrong choice n tt i shld haf gone 2 poly instead~well well...i do hope 2 prove her wrong but y m i not getting wad i want~...
study in singapore is realli tough n stressing manx!so long as i complete moi A level i will be SUPERLY happy~anw~2dae aint a gd dae 4 me~
thinking of tmr got econs tutorial, another major attack 4 me bahz~..*pray hard*~...tt's abt it~i wish e ppl ard me, moi close frenz all e best, hang in dere~we can do it n we WILL~...=p...*take carez guys*