Saturday, January 28, 2006
that's IT!

i just simply LOVES white sand siaz..WHY?!!because the people there are realli nice compared to those in suntec lahz, wisma, HOUGANG...for these few daes, i m stationed at white sand, as they realli need people to help them...can u believe it?..moi lunch is paid by them n its lyk everidae?.... moi dajie(lady-in-charge) there bought me drink everidae though i brought moi own bottle..lolx...its so nice of her...CONCLUSION: i enjoyed working at white sand, and i juz realised tt i gt direct bus there from moi bus......=p...i m so tired..juz feel lyk slping.....nitex!

Sunday, January 22, 2006
What Happens.....

What happens,
When your grief is huge;
When your clenched fists ache,
The tears you cried have formed a deluge.

What happens,
When you have pushed everyone away;
When you feel nothing but loathing,
You can't make things right with the words you say.

What happens,
When the tears no longer come;
When there is not a heart inside,
only an empty shell,
The listless wandering has left the world around you numb.

What happens,
When it is an irreversible state;
When you can't deal with anything,
Because it's yourself that you hate.

Quiet Emotions

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.

by Judy Burnette

Losing A Piece Of My Soul

I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.

I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.

When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.

We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.

As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.

The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.

by Jasmine Johnston

Thursday, January 19, 2006
dAmn SIANZ!

last 2 daes working at wisma realli bored me 2 death siaz!working for about 10-11 hours, 9 hours i have been steaming the clothes, standing there till moi legs hurt saiz!moreover i m wearing heels tt few daes.bascially when there's lots of ppl, then i haf 2 distribute the clothes out budden after that i m back 2 steaming again!wad the hell siaz!if not for the hougang promotion sale, i then wun want to stay at wisma 4eva siaz!its cannot make it de!i rather be at hougang where the shop is much smaller budden i can do things n NOT JUZ STEAMING!okieyz...tts juz working life bahz i supposed!so i cannot complain tt much, cuz i AINT the one in-charge u see!

i m off 2dae!wad pissed me off was tt i was slping and mummy came banging on moi room door, and screaming asking me 2 wake up @ 8 plus. okieyz tt's fine cuz it alwaes happen! after doing the laundry, i went back 2 slp cuz i m realli tired after so mani daes of insufficient slp...u noe wad she scolded me?..." i let you slp until 9.45 already very good liaoz, who would slp until so late lahz.ppl busy n dere u r slping..."..i was damn angry lahz..can she juz spare a thought 4 me..?i m realli draining out already, n i realli need 2 sleep well.All she does is wake up n do work!dis is so UNFAIR lahz..moi brother was dere slping lyk a PIG lahz!he slps till in the afternoon, dun need 2 do anything oso can.budden 4 me, its the OPPOSITE!i realli very tired, how i wish i can haf a break, relaxed moiself, do wad i m hapi n not 2 face with so mani screamings, unhappiness.sometimes, i juz longing 4 such a moment when i can be so peaceful~...

Monday, January 16, 2006
150106 a new year...

finally got 2 update moi blog.i m waiting 4 moi brother 2 return home from Macdonalds..cuz he kept asking me 2 eat!end up he walked all e wae 2 the nearest 24-hour Mac siaz!lolx..basically, i m wking at IORA..guess wad?!!2dae i worked 4 12 LONG hours lahz..starting wk early in e morning 10 am once the mall opened!till e mall closed at 10pm!i was thinking tt i m dead 4 sure, time gona past veri slowly!anw i m glad tt i survived thru!well well...i dun realli lyk the peeps dere because of their character n personality!2dae morning because i m the only one dere as i m e onli partimer lahz , so i haf 2 do lotsa things!!!

• clear rubbish
• fill up water 4 the steamer
• vacuum the place
• arrange the clothes
• pack those clothes that r supposed 2 be sent back 2 office
• pushed the clothes rack out
• iron the clothes...

aniwae i haf 2 do lotsa things b4 the shop opens...not long, there are customers already!okieyz nvm ...morning time alwaes lidat de...it will be so packed siaz...so i haf 2 do things veri fast.the other partimer come at a much later time cuz she cannot make it earlier so i tried moi best..n e only thing i heard was, "Anqi..............."...a few minutes later, "Qi...packing...", "Qi, check out the customer"...."Anqi...take dis...check dis stock"....wah siaz i tell u!i m quick enuff saiz!people is everiwhr n i need 2 do packing once everi few minutes lahz...n e number of clothes i supposed 2 pack is a lot oso...den e store very small mahz...some clothes are very high up so i need 2 use the tall chair..then kip climbing up n down, jumping down siaz...i oso haf 2 make sure that the store is not messy if not cannot take things n most important is when taking the right clothes, better not use 2 much strength if not the entire pile of clothes dropped siaz!that's when its the worst!!!!

soon after the partimer came, ppl started 2 come in again..i pitied her siaz..she juz reached the place, was called doing dis n that oso.i busy packing, she busy dealing wif the arrivals n payments..both of us were so headache lahz cuz we kept hearing our names..hahaz when both of us were in the store, we kinda 'scolded' dem...lolx!hu cares...well i aint earing heels at all budden after so long of standing n so mani daes of wking, both moi legs hurt siaz!not enuff rest when i haf no break at all!moreover, it was alwaes me hu went 2 get dinner 4 dem!budden its gd in a wae tt i dragged n dragged, tking moi own sweet time siaz!hahaz tts when i love it because i can slack n rest!lolx!well tts abt all lorhz...everidae is e same, routine work daily...well i m off now......=p...nites!