Tuesday, December 26, 2006

christmas is over...time realli fast!!^_^...

dis year christmas is very simple....

went to moi relatives place...:)

budden i m overall contented wif it...=p...

2dae walked out to lorong liew lian to post letter for moi brother...according to him its VERY urgent...so no choice carrying an umbrella and walked all the way there...

because it is raining...thus it is very hard to walk...every ten steps, moi slippers juz literally came off...i m so fed up siaz...

WORST is that while i m walking halfway, i saw a DEAD rat...its DEAD and FLATTENEd!...oh moi gosh!! i wanted to vomit up siaz..until now the image is still on moi mind...its realli gruesome ...one can image a DEAD rat right?...budden when you see its flattened~~URRRHHHH...i better stop....

aniwae when i m walking back home...i try to avoid tt path...>.<

Sunday, December 24, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all moi loved ones and dearest friends!!!=p...

another year is gona passed soon...well..dis year christmas aint the same as last yr...its much more simple budden i find tt its betaz siaz...simple and nice....AND i love it...

hope that the new year will be more smooth-going and everithing will be in good hands...>.<

this year aint a good yr for me...so i wished for a better new year...

TAKE CAREZ friends and ENJOY!!!^_^

Friday, December 22, 2006

recently met up wif moi laojie...

~No Secrets - I will remember you ~

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Tuesday, December 19, 2006
~Forever is not promised~

"forever we'll be" he said
"i will never let you go, as long as i'm alive, i will always love you so."

we were in love
and it was true

we spent time together
it was just the two of us

i loved him
he was my joy he was my pain
even though he sometimes was the one that made it rain
but i still loved him
i could forgive him for anything
But things changed
And he will never be with me

Nothing is forever
can't you see
people change and its difficult to see

i thought his promise was true
but now he left me
for someone that will never love him better than me

He changed and all i'm left with is his promise that he didnt keep
all i'm left with is tears and not able to get any sleep.

Forever is not promised
because we will never be
I thought love last forever
until you left me.....

*i came across this article in my diary, have loads of feelings abt it n thus decided to put it down...

although forever is not promised, its true that nothing is everlasting budden i always remember one thing that this close friend of mine told me which i will try to translate in english :

as long as you have the heart to do something, it won't be a fruitless attempt... it will only happen if you take it for granted that it will always be there...things will not last if only one party is putting in effort while the other is not doing anything about it...

this friend of mine has the ability to make me think through alot of things...
i appreciate hER...
i treasure our friendship...
i cherish the times we spent together be it happy or sad...
at the end of the day, i just wanna say that its realli blessed having you in my life, leaving such a deep impact within me...

you noe who you are, and i noe that you will get to read this...^_^...

Sunday, December 17, 2006

现在挺晚了，但还是无法入睡。有好多东西一直在脑海里令我很不舒服...

不知道为什么一直以来，家是我的致命伤。可以这么说吗?我也不知道。

无论是在书里，还是在电视上，家给人的感觉是舒适，温馨的一个地方。无论是在快乐中，痛苦中，病痛中甚至是在无路可走的时候，家永远都会在那里，原封不动。

可是，我一直以来都没有过这种感觉，重觉得好希望能够体会这种温馨。

有时候觉得真的累了，好想静静地休息一下，有些东西虽然时间长了，反而思念得更深。因为有些东西是完全无法取代的，无论它离你多远。它都会一直在你内心的某一个地方。

感情这种东西真的会令人喘不过气来。

自己也不知道自己在说些什么...

Friday, December 15, 2006

hahaz was reading kelvin's blog, well regarding the scorebook..you are welcome lahz...cuz RU was saying that she wanna pass to you b4 she went to China mahz...so that's the only dae we can meet up if not how to pass to you siaz...=p...

so gan dong must gan dong worx~@_@...*heez*

on monday while RU was not around, thanks kelvin for "taking care" of me>.
next monday, try to be earlier than RU worx!

last monday, RU was the earliest when ALL of us were caught in the jam.n she even wished me happy jamming!!!...we literally came at 9.45 lidat...

i wanna see if next monday u can come earlier than her...see whether u can beat her for once not...lolx...

*RU, thanks for the card!hahaz you are welcome, hope the gloves are warm enough for you during ur trip to china..i still scared that you so scared of cold later the gloves not thick enough...hahaz....you noe i miss you when u r away?...now u r back liaoz...dun nid to miss le...lolx....=p*

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

2dae wednesday, supposed to meet lihui for lunch at novena square...

budden i m too tired to wake up early!..when i looked at moi hp clock its 11.30am! when my alarm is set at 10am...i didnt even hear it rang...

its realli tiring..not that i sleep late but due to moi "da yi ma"...so sorry girl...will definitely meet u on fridae yeahz!..

yupex in the afternoon went to kovan for lunch then to superbowl to play bowling with dar...we played a total of 10 games...well...not a bad game budden we r not consistent 2dae...perhaps the atmosphere 2dae aint that good...

then went over to dar's place..he went to meet his friend for dinner so i stayed at his house and watched project superstar2 with his mama...

nothing much 2dae...i m juz feeling so tired all over...

was talking to kelvin on msn yesterdae...he sae that i until now nv mention him in moi blog ...2dae i m supposed to...budden i m too tired to type on so yahz guy, hahaz i will do it another time yeahz...lolx...

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

tuesdae!! i ALWAES looked forward to this dae because its moi favourite lesson's dae!!

SOCIOLOGY!!! hahaz...i can sae that i NEVER....its realli NEVER...i got witnesses saiz...SHAM!!lolx...wad i wanna sae is that i realli NEVER sleep during sociology before...

budden 2dae!! i slpet! i m juz so tired lahz...SHAM was saying that this is the first time she saw me slept, even if no matter how bored the lesson is, the most i will onli STONE..hahaz okieyz...

on mondae, i came at 9.45am...UH-HUH! 2dae i slpt....UH-HUH!!wad can i sae...i hang in there till the lesson end at 12pm! its realli a hard day for me siaz!...

2dae supposed to go bowling in the afternoon with dar and sharon budden last minute dar's going to malaysia with his squad people...so end up me n sharon find our own activities~~..

after that, me n sharon went to hougang to play pool...hahaz she was saying that i m realli blur ...i was telling her that dun be surprised that i slept on the pool table while playing halfwae~...=p...

aniwae we played 4 games and both of us won 2 games each...then went to arcade to play a while...then go walk walk...nothing much siaz!...

dar's mum called to ask me go over for dinner as she got cooked moi share...=p

kinda a relaxed dae...

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Monday, December 11, 2006
happening day...

FIRSTLY,

this morning i have TWO lessons = statistics as well as econs...

the main point is 2dae i cannot believed it!!! its the latest time record i have ever had...RU was saying that noone can beat me siaz!...

this morning moi dad prepared to fetch me to school and we left house at 8.15am, it was rather early...if traffic smooth we will onli take 20 minutes...

so while moi dad was travelling to braddell road, our house there normally in the morning will jam a little budden after a few minues we will reach lornie road...

budden on the entrance to lornie road, there was jam (normally it was realli normal!!!) BUT 2dae the car is moving lyk SNAIL! yes realli SNAIL....moi dad drove a little, then stopped, drove then stopped drove then stopped!!! this went on for ONE HR!!! can you believe it, we were trapped in a jam for that long...

this was bcuz lornie road exit adam road got accident thus cauing this HEAVY traffic jam...the radio broadcast oso emphasised HEAVY....its realli HEAVY!!!

i was supposed to be the earliest to reach sch, or rather sae most of the time i m the earliest budden todae RU was the earliest and she doesnt noe WHY...lolx...

ANIWAE i reached school at 9.45am where my lesson starts at 9am!!!hoohoo....

when i reached school, i realli feel lyk vomitting largely due to the jam...my goodness!!!well, shamani oso reached the same time as me, we both caught in the jam...actuali not onli us lahz...got quite a number of my class people oso came around that time....so cannot blame us lahz....

SECONDLY,

cuz RU juz came back from china mahz..then she brought us flowers...they are so nice!!..i was reading her diary during the lesson and of cuz got listened at the same time, realli dunno how 2 describe lorhz...i oso wanna go...cuz when i read how she described the scenery...how BEAUTIFUL, how PRETTY they are...i oso wanna have the urge to go and have a look moiself!!!

aniwae RU got us this flower called forget-me-not and a rose...i dun wanna dry it so put it into a vase beside moi window...its realli nice!....

i oso got this scented flowers...mine is blue colour (cuz she remembered that i sae before that i have a fetish for blue so she got me blue) and it is called = ye lai xiang in chinese...

THANKS SWEETY RU...i realli love them loads...=p...


THIRDLY,

2dae met up with SHAMALA at plaza singapura for dinner...














hahaz thats her above, this foto was taken somewhere this year..cannot remember when budden now she's changed a little....

hahaz i realised normali when i went out with RU, she's alwaes the one waiting...

budden other than that, most of the time i m e one waiting for my friends, i oso dunno why...

aniwae, waited for her for 25 minutes at the control station, looking around, observing poeple, couples, curious to see what they are doing or what they gona do...

waited...

and waited...

and waited....

then finally she came, hahaz quite a long time nv see her liaoz.

can sae that we since secondary one went into the same class in cedar and we got to know each other...

we are very clicked though she's an indian budden she's one of moi bestest buddy ever...

been through anxiety...

been through sadness...

been through lots of joys and laughter...

budden at the end of the day, no matter what happens in moi secondary school life, she's alwaes there for me, whenever i m sad, i will juz walk over to her house(supa duper near moi house), and we will juz sit down and talk...

i muz oso sae that her mum takes realli good care of me, though after we left cedar, i seldom go visit her, budden she will sometimes msg me and sae that her mum misses me and asked alot about me and how i am doing...

so though mani years down the road, our friendship remains strong...blessed to have a friend lyk her in moi life...

i am going to stay over at her house overnight next week...cannnot wait for that dae to come...

okiey back to todae, we were hungry budden dunno where to eat...

cant you see even choosing a place to eat oso muz headache!?! hahaz budden we din take long...juz 30seconds and we are done...=p....end up we went to swensens...

get seated.....

look through the menu, we duno wad to eat....headache again....

i was telling SHAM "wad if we juz walked out of swensens arhz?" hahaz and she sae, "nvm lahz, juz walked out lorhz...:)"...

aniwae we settled our dinner there...

after that we went to arcade ...SHAM dun GO arcade de!! OMG..cuz normali i & RU go arcade is play our normal games lyk crazy taxi, silent cope, photo hunt, bishi bashi and our latest game = happy together...

so 2dae i intro SHAM to this game = happy together....as we were playing we got so high UNTIL she shouted when the time is up! oh GOSH, people from around us all looking at us, lolz kinda paisehz siaz~...lolx...she sae she nv came across this game before...lolx...glad that she enjoyed it...budden muz thanked RU for intro-ing this game to me...RU saes everitime she intro a game to me, i will be addicted to it...i think so too siaz!..heex*...

after that we went to walk and SHAM got her pants that she needed for her dance practice during dance camp and i got moi foodstuff at carrefour...

AND THEN we proceeded home....

during this meetup, we have so much to catch up with...

though we have talked alot budden we still; have unfinished stuff to say~...

will be continued.............


FUN MOMENTS....

this foto was taken at her house when i went to pay her mum a visit...

i still remembered we chatted till night until my dad needed to come and fetch me back!=p...

we took this foto sometime ago oso...

friends eva!!!

we are as close as ever!!!

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
kovan activity with mama...

this morning went to marine parade to have tuition...hectic siaz...
then after that came home, while walking to the gate, saw MAMA at the gate...
MAMA sae she saw "this girl" walking near to the gate and she still thinking who the hell is "this girl"...wahha SHE sae SHE literally cannot recognised me..."_"...boohoo...>.<


later in the day went to kovan with MAMA...
its been a long time since we went out together.
she needs to buy books for her students..
we went there by MRT?!!WHY?..
cuz PAPA saes dun wanna drive(lazy lahz)...
ANIWAE when we reached there, just as we entered the entrance, it was totally packed with people..
normally kovan wun be so packed de...den i supa curious, walked in front to see what was that...









THEN.......




hahaz its "ULTRAMAN LIVE"!!
















































lots of people standing there taking fotos....

kinda becuz christmas nearing then got these kind of events siaz!...

hahaz...cute siaz...

aniwae we went to walk around n shop around, n of cuz EAT around...=p...

its been a great day!...

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

ah ru isnt still back yet..hope that she's enjoying herself.hahaz i alwaes tell her so envious of her that she can go on holidAES..aniwae life is SO SO boring...same old stuff

>>schooling(though i m kinda hapi wif wad i m studying now budden i juz cant motivate moiself to study harder..sometimes feel that i m wasting moi time, on the other hand i wun want to do it...contradiciting yeahz?..lolx...aniwae tts the onli thing that i have to focus at this point of time...)

>>driving: oh moi god! can someone juz help me..driving has become moi phobia...i rmbered when i first took moi basic theory wif ah ru n leslie i was kinda excited that i going to learn driving after i passed moi theories budden now come to think of it..i realli dunno if its a good thing..ppl have been telling me that juz bear wif it since i have paid so much to learn so y not carry on..if i passed at one go, isnt it a good thing?....yeahz i noe its a good thing cuz after that i can drive as i do! budden can u understand how it feels now?...i m TOTALLY LITERALLY dragging moi feet to learn driving..its not that i dun wanna think positively..budden when it happens to you, its alwaes this situation isnt it...

i supposed i complained too much budden it seems like this helps to make me feel better...

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