Thursday, February 28, 2008

its already thursday early midnight now...i juz couldnt imagine time really passes very fast & wait for no man...

today(wednesday) supposed to meet moi cousin to get You weekly magazine from her so that i could redeem this cookery book..however, she called me saying that the coupon was being cut out by her friend's mum! which means even if i have the magazine its of no use...anyways, so both of us suggested can borrow from the friend's mum to photocopy.. well so no choice los..

ended up decided to go and play table tennis with Dar @ toa payoh safra..its been a long time since i played table tennis...if i didnt remember wrongly, since the day of SR table tennis ended the school tournament, i haf not touched the bat for this long.. so kinda rusted already...we played 4 2 hours, ha ha ha i still dont have that "table tennis feel".. but still its always good to exercise!!

after that Dar sent me all the way from toa payoh to CDC to have moi driving lesson!hees so hapy siaz!!:) i finally resumed moi driving again after getting over the sad experience! and moi fixed instructor told me he was so surprised to see moi name appear in his palm cuz he didnt expect me to go back driving so early when moi test date is only in april.. but the thing is that i cannot seem to find any available slot except for today.. and he told me he haven submitted his schedule tts why i cannot see =.="...as he juz came back yesterday and today resumed working as well!! anyways, my instructor was telling me that on the day of moi test day, after my warm up, balloting and everything..my warm up tester actually saw my tester and he told my fixed instructor that " oh no, your girl actually got that guy....she is real unlucky la..." why unlucky is becuz this tester is anyhow demerit you points out of no reason...oh well...like moi instructor tells me, no choice los since i got this tester, and keep consoling me that its really alright cuz i keep telling him that i really disappointed him and dunno how to face him ... its juz something that i couldnt put down all this while cuz i failed moi driving on his birthday which he purposely cancelled his off day to come down to CDC to support me and all along knowing that i could do it... AND YET......

dont feel like talking about it anymore... my instructor told me i did well today being in circuit or on the road...i can still remember everything since after moi test day without him prompting me in anything...though i am encouraged and motivated but still something is juz holding me back which made me having phobia of my second driving test... i know that its my own problem, and i have to deal with it myself and help myself...

well, DAr is leaving for thailand this saturday.. gonna spend these few days with him b4 we were be separated for a month... and tonight he's @ zouk with his camp mates..he really deserved the enjoyment!...

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